Hey. I have a confession to make. In my side section, I say I have a twin sister. Well, my "twin sister" is actually me. You see, ever since I was little I've always had more than one personality. I even believe in the whole me being a Gemini thing is actually part of my split personalityness. I even have this weird twitchy thing with my fingers. It's weird.

Ever since, I've first gone to blogdrive, my first trick was played on the members of the main page tagboard. Before I had a blog, I used to have a conversation with myself on the tagboard. i'd assume different personalities and different usernames to fool people into thinking I was arguing with myself. Afterwards, I would just tell them I was all the same person (that sounds weird) and it would all be funny.

I started this blog as a sort of "secret" blog, so I could say or put up anything and no one I knew personally would know about it. It became an elaborate imagery of this other me was a friend or a "twin". I actually do have a friend named Jessica and Jamie (they're twins) who allowed me to put up one of their pics so if anyone I knew stumbled upon it, the illusion would remain. I even left little comments on my other blog's tagboard or this one, leaving little messages to myself.

This is basically just me wanting to clear up this big trick I pulled on everyone even myself. I will be linking this to my other blog and this to it so I can tell my friends who read this that I have been studying wicca for several years. Not really really studying it, but like, knowing about all the different things related to it. I just never had a religion before it and it's something I believe in and can relate to spiritually. It's weird, but I didn't tell them as to not be discriminated even though they're really open-minded to that kind of stuff. I also would hate to be labelled as one of those people who "do" wicca because they think it's "cool". I mean, what's so cool about a religion? It's just something to believe in that I really truely do.

my other blog Lost In Absence


This is me (except I'm not blue and no, there isn't a camera growing out of my head) don't you want to squeeze those chubby cheeks? aw

I learnt about this new site with a bunch of cool art on it from a friend. it's cool so take a looksy...

Ouch Club Art

I watched one of the movies from my past that was my favourite when I was younger. I saw it on television and I was so excited to be seeing it that I taped it on a blank tape. Anyone who has seen it would say it is very interesting and shows the bonds between two sisters. I just wanted to write something so in closing, I suggest you watch it sometime.

Hey! I was browsing the web and I came across this really funny and quirky comic called Boy Meets Boy, which is about the relationships betweena series of people including homosexuals, bisexuals, and heterosexuals. I thought it was really open minded and interesting so i think anyone with a sense of humor and understanding of things should take a look...

--->Visit The Boys<---

I  watched the movie Donnie Darko a couple of days ago and it was really good. Werid, but good. It's about this teenage boy named Donnie Darko who has thise weird sleeping disorder and emotional problems that make him hallucinate. He belives that the world is going to end on October 30th 1988. His disorder causes him to hallucinate this imaginary friend who is a 6ft denomicbunny named Frank that tells him to do things. It's really good, but somewhat dark and extremely weird. I even think the website is extremely interesting, kind of like a game almost.

--->Visit Donnie<---


Mad World by Alex Parks
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you

'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

 Monday, after exams, Linda, Tish, Steph, Kim, and I walked to the culvert (chubby guy's house *yay*) and threw rocks into the water. Then we walked up to the mall where we bought water guns, hoola necklaces and a kite. Well, (hehe) we walked to the docks and loaded em' up with the gross creek water, stopping to fly the kite. Well, you can imagine what we looked like with hoola necklaces and little plastic water guns.

Anyways, we were walking back to school to shoot people with water so we sat on the front steps. Then some guy walked past us and we squirted him and he was all like, "what was that for?". We were just sitting on the steps laughing because squirting people is fun. But then the guy we squirted came back, but with that creepy guy, Eric, who steph used to like (though he scares me) and dumped a big glass of water on Linda. Well, Linda was really mad so we decided to get him back, but he ran into his house before we could get him.

So now school is over and I have no more exams (yayyayyay) and Tuesday I had a movie marathon at my house with a bunch of friends and it was so much fun, but tiring. We'  watched a bunch of movies we havn't seen to make it more interesting...

So that you aren't completely bored (whomever you are), I heard about another cool artist that hasn't been "known" yet. Simon Wilcox's song Right Ride that makes you feel all misty and cool so go to the website!

--->!Simon Wilcox.Com!

Hey. I've been learning a lot about independant films and can't help but be facinated by them. I was at the usual movie rental store, looking over the same major motion pictures when I saw a movie cover that stood out from the rest. It was a film I had never heard of before, but nevertheless I had to watch it. Now, having no money, I could not rent it, so next weekend, my friends and I will have a movie marathon of indie films and that movie will be on the list.

It's weird how I can become obsessed with something in only one glance, knowing nothing about it. That one image just captured my gaze, a plain orange strip with two high school kids on it, a girl and a guy with bleach blonde hair combed in front of his eyes. The girl resembled that of a young Liv Tyler and that interested me (she's one of my favourite actresses). This movie is called Elephant (no elephants apparently) and I highly recommend it, even though I've never seen it. I got a vibe....ya know?
Watch It

More Indie Films Here

My birthday is in 4 days so my friends have been asking me what I want. I keep telling them, "No,No," while they keep saying, "Yes,yes". So I basically said candles and sparklers. Woohoo! Anyways, I got a bunch of funky new outfits today, some lavender sticks, an Emily The Strange purse, and some funky cool earring from Aldo (who knew?). My birthday last year was on June, Friday 13th, which was really lucky for me. For my birthday I'm just going to have a bunch of friends over and pull an all nighter watching movies like Once Upon A Time In Mexico and Elephant (two very hot looking movies). Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me...Happy birthday dear Jessica/Clem Happy Birthday to moi!!!
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Witchy Woman performed by The Eagles

Raven hair and ruby lips
Sparks fly from her finger tips
Echoed voices in the night
She's a restless spirit on an endless flight
Wooo hooo witchy woman, see how
High she flies
Woo hoo witchy woman she got
The moon in her eye
She held me spellbound in the night
Dancing shadows and firelight
Crazy laughter in another
Room and she drove herself to madness
With a silver spoon
Woo hoo witchy woman see how high she flies

Hey. After school yesterday, linda, Tish and I went over to Tish's and took out her guitar, flute and dressed up all colourful like fairies and played on the street corner by the church (Tish's dad is a Reverend). Tish and I sang, while Linda wore a feathery red scarf and "played" the flute. I can play electric guitar, but not a coustic because I'm not used to not using a pick so I just sang. Linda said I should try out for Canadian Idol, but I;m too young and really not very good. i like to sing though.

Later,  we went to the Battle Of The Bands. I loved it so much because I was familiar with the bands that were playing. My favourite (of course) was Daggers Bearing Notes because the band players go to my school (they're hot) and their music was kickass. I think they won, but we didn't stay there long because my friends' feet hurt. I wanted to see One Last Gift play, but I was way too tired and sore on the feet to stand or jump around anymore.

Afterwards, we went back to Tish's and talked about Parallel Universes and Rincarnation. We came up with some pretty cool theories and she's going to lend me a book series that explains a lot of it.

Today I'm going to go see Harry Potter & The Prisoner Of Azkaban. Yay! I've been a Harry Potter fan since I was 10 and I can't wait to see what the new director of the movie series is going to have made the third installment like. Yippee! I feel so light and airy and free!