Hey. I have a confession to make. In my side section, I say I have a twin sister. Well, my "twin sister" is actually me. You see, ever since I was little I've always had more than one personality. I even believe in the whole me being a Gemini thing is actually part of my split personalityness. I even have this weird twitchy thing with my fingers. It's weird.
Ever since, I've first gone to blogdrive, my first trick was played on the members of the main page tagboard. Before I had a blog, I used to have a conversation with myself on the tagboard. i'd assume different personalities and different usernames to fool people into thinking I was arguing with myself. Afterwards, I would just tell them I was all the same person (that sounds weird) and it would all be funny.
I started this blog as a sort of "secret" blog, so I could say or put up anything and no one I knew personally would know about it. It became an elaborate imagery of this other me was a friend or a "twin". I actually do have a friend named Jessica and Jamie (they're twins) who allowed me to put up one of their pics so if anyone I knew stumbled upon it, the illusion would remain. I even left little comments on my other blog's tagboard or this one, leaving little messages to myself.
This is basically just me wanting to clear up this big trick I pulled on everyone even myself. I will be linking this to my other blog and this to it so I can tell my friends who read this that I have been studying wicca for several years. Not really really studying it, but like, knowing about all the different things related to it. I just never had a religion before it and it's something I believe in and can relate to spiritually. It's weird, but I didn't tell them as to not be discriminated even though they're really open-minded to that kind of stuff. I also would hate to be labelled as one of those people who "do" wicca because they think it's "cool". I mean, what's so cool about a religion? It's just something to believe in that I really truely do.
This is me (except I'm not blue and no, there isn't a camera growing out of my head) don't you want to squeeze those chubby cheeks? aw
Posted at 02:05 pm by mystiquemind
Naz February 3, 2005 03:35 PM PST OMG! You used to do that too? I always used to do the multi user name thing! I thought I was the only one! I'm also a gemini. That is so freaking weird!!!O.O
I live in darkness Slink in black shadows The deepest of pains yet everything's a little clearer Through the eyes of darkness
I fall into the darkness Felling a little safer As a beauty of the blackness Surrounds me tantalizing with mystery teasing with Sensuality
I bathe in darkness Soaking in the think black water Feeling it cleanse me Clearing my mind While drowinging my memories
I've become one with darkness No sun dares to shine here I lost my heart when the light went out laughter is an ancient sound i won't ever hear it again
Behind Black Eyes
In my eyes You would see traces of darkness Outlines of loneliness And slivers of passion unleashed
In my eyes You would see a salty sea The waves would be frightening the black water inviting
In my eyes You wouls see a fire raging Ablaze with stifled passion Awaiting your touch
In my eyes If you look in them And not through them You would see forever
